M.A.L.A.Z.Y

Day by day..

semakin malas..

malas to do this, malas to do that..

while staring at the screen..

knowing nutting to do..

to think like there's something important in front of the eyes...

but pressuring self about important things that havn't been done..

destroyer of self...

increasing the stress upon self..

unnecessary but no effort of overcoming..

when would this stop?

change is all that's said

but when would change be what is done?

FUCK YOU!

23rd on the 2nd of 3rd...

So now, i'm 23. well practically, starting at around 0530 hours (GMT +8).

What hav i achieved in this Allah-given life of 23 years? well, i'm at a fancy name university (that everyone keep thinking its only in UK or for a twinning programme), under a scholarship (well, more of like a 'flexible-loan') and i'm in my final year to achieve MEng/BEng (another confusing thing, would i be a master graduate or a degree graduate?) in Mechanical Engineering.

Used to want to be a pilot, but things didn't went as what i wanted and MARA sent a mail to me home offering me 'flexible-loan' at a fancy name university (although the old KL campus looks ugly and cikai giler). So i accept it n now here i am.

But how about achievement whithin? well, i'm a lousy Muslim. still day dreaming alot, and ppl still think i'm blurry!

Things don't have to stay that way. I can change! although i said it one too many time and still didn't really succeed it, but I'll change to a better superhuman!

Oh Yeaaaah!!!!!!!!!

"Perseverance;
Against all opposition;
Crushing all limitations;
Pure strength through solitude;
Discipline and determination!"